Sunday, April 30, 2006
hellos. its lyk 11:35 now...im so sian..cnnt sleep..shi mian sia...haiyo...went 2 read ppl blog..mostly nv update de..mayb coz of exams barrhs..
came bak frm malacca at arnd 6...so shagg...din buy anyth lo..hais.so disappointed..anw..it wasnt a veh good trip la..not veh fun..not veh clean..not veh interesting..VEH hot..ya..den 3h car ride..headache la..car sick..hais..rather stay at home n play..nicer n cosier..lolls..
duno wad 2 blog abt lo...life is getting boring by the day..........my burfday is coming aye?plan 2 celebrate wif joce dar n si hui mummy..n mayb ting-er(my les!!but joce is my dear les!!get it?)lol..so excited!!another 28 days ba...it ll pass veh quickly!!coz of e exams..hais..my aim is to get lowest b3..any lower i ll kill myself!!!argghh!!hahas...i haf faith in myself n my knowledge n clverness..(: i sound so bhb lo...hehs..
*yawns* im tired alrdy..budden dun feel lyk sleeping..nuttin 2 do la..evryone busy wif their own stuff..no1 tok 2 me..hais i so ke lian...
& our love goes round and round;
11:36 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
and so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
where we're gonna be when we turn 25
i keep thinking times will never change
keep on thinking things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we won't be coming back
no more hanging out cause we're on a different track
and if you got something that you need to say
you better say it right now cause you don't have another day
cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound
and i keep thinking of the night in june
i didn't know much of love
but it came too soon
and there was me and you
and then we got real blue
stay at home talking on the telephone
we'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
and this is how it feel
as we go on
we remember
all the times we
had together
and as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be
friends forever
so if we get the big jobs
and we make the big money
when we look back now
will our jokes still be funny?
will we still remember what we learned in school?
still trying to break every single rule
will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man?
can heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
i keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's a time to fly
and this is how it feels
la, la, la, la:
yeah, yeah, yeah
la, la, la, la:
we will still be friends forever
will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
can we survive it out there?
can we make it somehow?
i guess i thought this would never end
and suddenly it's like we're men and women
will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
will these memories fade when i leave this town?
i keep, i keep on thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's a time to fly
wow...this song is so meaningful..
i love u czps, 6 excellence!!!
miss u all so much...
& our love goes round and round;
6:33 PM
sew up with threads of reason and regret
so i will not forget, i will not forget
how this felt one year six months ago
i know i cannot forget. I cannot forget
i'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
follow me there
a beautiful somewhere
a place that i can share with you
i can tell you don't know me anymore
it's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
and being on this road is anything but sure
maybe we'll forget, i hope we don't forget
i'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
follow me there
a beautiful somewhere
a place that i can share with you
so many nights, legs tangled tight
wrap me up in a dream with you
close up these eyes, try not to cry
all that i've got to pull me through is memories of you
memories of you
memories of you
memories of you
i'm falling into memories of you and the things we used to do
follow me there
a beautiful somewhere
a place that we can share
falling into memories of you and things we used to do
& our love goes round and round;
2:04 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
sian...haiyo...tml language paper 1 le... still haven revise yet lo...haiyo...realli dun feel lyk studying lo.. actually plan not to come online de lo..but in e end oso did so..haiyo..
its a fucky day lo..duno y i so fucked up today la..suddenly feel so freaked up by e class lo..i was lyk bruning up inside la.. was lyk cursing e class comm...hais..den ap-ed.. sorry ppl..sorry xin min..din reply when u talked to me..really dam irritated lo..wad kinda class comm our class haf la..corrupted de..biased de..walau..i surely will run 4 monitress nx year la.. fan3 qing1 fu4 ming2.. hurhur..finally noe wads dao le..haiyo..min le siao de lo..say me n xin min dao him..haiyo..rne de ppl shi bu shi all so weird de nerhhs?hahas..
n dat freaking xin min hai le wo!!!!! test wad stupid effect la..now sq 2 de ppl all think real de.. den shiyuan say they gna tell da tou la..wlau u freako ass!!!!!urgghh..
woots..tml is lu huans birthday le..hmms..duno haf time t giv her e prezzie anot..mayb lo..xin min say she will hug me amanda n shiyuan..her reason is coz she has a
feeling that lu huan is those easily bai gan dong de ren.. hurhur.. hope so ba..
im gna revise liaosss...must aim 4 e best!!cnnt let ms madhu n li lao shi down wor!! toodloos!!
& our love goes round and round;
6:19 PM
what would it be like if we were still us?would we still be communicating through chat and sms?would we be talking on the phone about each others day?would we be going on our 1st date?would i get my 1st kiss?would we make an impact in each others life?would we miss each other after going out only the day before?would we progress to love?would we be each others motivation?would we be each others strength?would we be able to accept each others good and bad points?would we long for ewach others presence?would we feel each others sadness?would we be shaken by any exterbal factors?would we be broken up by any other people?and most importantly..would we feel for each other?these things have been running through my mind over and over again..i really have been thinking hard..how would he affect my life..if we were still us now..how would my life be with him around..would i still feel the bliss like before?would i take it forgranted?would i still see it precious?]would i treasure him as much as i did last time?i really really dont know..wish i could find out..perhaps its my own chracter that caused this ending..perhaps its me who pressured him too much..perhaps its my never ending questions..perhaps its my doubts about him..perhaps its my wilfulness..perhaps its my wu liao-ness..perhaps its my stupid reasons to get angry at him..perhaps its my one sided thinking..perhaps he doesnt think of us as wad i think us to be..perhaps its our perspective of looking at us..perhaps its our character that dont click..perhaps..perhaps..perhaps i really dont understand him..
& our love goes round and round;
5:30 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
hehs.so long nv post liaos..haiyos..lyk i giv a dam..haha..lyk wadeva..
tday so sian lo..went 2 explore ahs wif ting wei after sch..hahas.trying 2 find a secret place 4 ourselves..but in the end decided dat there wasnt anywhre 4 us in ahs..sobz..hahas..diao~
wadeva lo..haiyo..i haf a dam toot cousin lo..hais..feel lyk vomiting blood..haiyo..lyk i giv a dam.. lol....
haiiiyooo....imm sssoooo sssiiiaaannn....im diao-ed...
hu can entertain meeeeeeee........
& our love goes round and round;
9:11 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
hahas.i went 2 take a personality test..dis is wad it shows..
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
lolls.dis is my beautiful house!!!duno y is all black lo..at 1st veh pretty derrhs..
hmms..u all shud take e test..go to: www.drawahouse.com
& our love goes round and round;
12:29 PM
im lyk so dam pissed nw can?dun lemme b jr den dun let la..no big lor..its nt as if i will die frm nt being it rite..u all haf warped reasoning la..hsr de noob even more noob den me oso can b..y cant i lor? u all juz being plain biased la.. n even if is hsr promotte himself its oso wrong wad..he so noob still dare 2 promote himself 2 jr..wad is dis la..come straight 2 e point..
he sux big time!!piggy ass!!wadeva..cant stand dem being biased la..so wad if they sponosr?they shouldnt get special priviledges lor..haus..wadeva la..dun b den dun b lor..no big mahs..i wun pester any1 2 lemme b jr lerrs.. i might cause conflict btw me n e others..hais..hu cares..i shall giv up on jr le..concluson: 1.nt being jr is no
big..
2.hsr sux big time 4 nt lettin me b jr..
piggy ass 3.im contradicting myself..
& our love goes round and round;
1:34 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
lolls.. i
love my new blog skin..hmms..shall find more nx time..hees..nw im gna add some music into it...hmms..
& our love goes round and round;
11:05 PM
hees.
& our love goes round and round;
11:03 PM
wadevaas
& our love goes round and round;
10:32 PM
