Wednesday, April 26, 2006
what would it be like if we were still us?would we still be communicating through chat and sms?would we be talking on the phone about each others day?would we be going on our 1st date?would i get my 1st kiss?would we make an impact in each others life?would we miss each other after going out only the day before?would we progress to love?would we be each others motivation?would we be each others strength?would we be able to accept each others good and bad points?would we long for ewach others presence?would we feel each others sadness?would we be shaken by any exterbal factors?would we be broken up by any other people?and most importantly..would we feel for each other?these things have been running through my mind over and over again..i really have been thinking hard..how would he affect my life..if we were still us now..how would my life be with him around..would i still feel the bliss like before?would i take it forgranted?would i still see it precious?]would i treasure him as much as i did last time?i really really dont know..wish i could find out..perhaps its my own chracter that caused this ending..perhaps its me who pressured him too much..perhaps its my never ending questions..perhaps its my doubts about him..perhaps its my wilfulness..perhaps its my wu liao-ness..perhaps its my stupid reasons to get angry at him..perhaps its my one sided thinking..perhaps he doesnt think of us as wad i think us to be..perhaps its our perspective of looking at us..perhaps its our character that dont click..perhaps..perhaps..perhaps i really dont understand him..
& our love goes round and round;
5:30 PM
