Wednesday, May 31, 2006
assessment was juz now... ya... things went smoothly i guess... at least for our grp ba... we were de best in foot drill!!! omggg!!! ya... den corrigan got best in first aid... ya... think is corrigan ba... green color t shirt de... and.. and... o/c said i was quite impressive!!! omg... before dat he came to ask for my name... ya... den i was lyk so scared can?? i tot i fail lor... budden shi yuan say mayb i get best in first aid... but not possible ma... he oni ask for my nme leh... den rite... when he was lyk reading out de comments... i was lyk soooo dam scared la... i was lyk pulling my face... aiya... very exaggerated actions jiu shi le la... ya... den i think its quite aa... haha... coz alot ppl look at me... when i was sitting rite at de bak... ya... lol... hmms... I NEED MORE SELF CONFIDENCE!!! can anyone help me?? pretty please... haha... oya oya... about de drilling part... de starting i alrdy stun le lor... 4gt to raise my hand... den i was lyk OMGGGGG... haha... but i think they din notice ba... (or did they?) lol wadeva ba... ASSESSMENT IS ALRDY OVER!!!! ya... so think so much abt it oso no use rite... might as well focus on other stuff... lyk de... JUNE CAMP... or... MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK... or... maybe... DE 3 BOOKS DAT I HAVEN EVEN STARTED READING.... ya... i guess dis is de busiest june holiday ever in my whole life lor... hais... den today after assessment zacharias de 3 beauties went to de army shop to buy de camp stuffies... SPENT $20 JUST ON 2 PONCHOS N 4 WHITE TEE SHIRTS LA... heartache leh... hais... but without it my whole life will b ruined... haha... (so exaggerated) but... its true ma... aiya... camp 3days er yi ma... scared wad... 1st day juz nid to do chnging parade a few times can le lor... den get scolding a few times can le lor... den get pumped a few times can le lor... ya... den midnight kana waken up to do fire drill can le lor... liddat 1 n a quarter day jiu over le... den 2nd day 6am wake up do pt can le lor... den de fun part comes... GO OUT FOR TOPO!!! haha... de day would end very fast lor... ya... den at night camp fire... den finish le den slp awhile den wake up for fire drill... den nex morning wake up for pt again... den mayb get scolded abit... den get promoted... den do some stuff... den its THE END of june camp le... so fast sia... so scared wad... theres always de good n bad side in no matter wad... juz lyk theres 2 sides to an apple or wadeva no matter how thin u cut it... wa... chimology sia... haha... ya... look on de bright side of life!!! evry cloud has a silver lining... we juz need to persevere in order to see it... evryone agree?? o yea... im so pro...
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7:31 PM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
sian... holidays r juz so sian... evryday haf hp training... ya... dats de only activity i haf throughout de hols... excluding home nursing course, june camp, assesment, camp performance rehearsal n i think shud b nth else le ba... my whole holiday life revolves ard jab, jab, n jab... sian...
i did a really foolish thing de day b4... ya... i go scold him.. yupps... ya... den i felt lyk a barbarian.. ya... oso very absurd... after 6 mnths le den scold him... so lame la... ya... den ytd rite... i oso did i verh stup thing... i go talk to weng... lol... den den... we startedcrapping lor... den duno wad happened la... den he started talking abt joce...... AGAIN..... walau.... really fed up le la.... den he tok abt wad love crap... ya.. den he say wad i rebuke wad... hurhur.... in de end he finally had the THOUGHT of GIVING JOCE UP!!! omg... joce is gonna thank me lyk siao... lol... actually i helping both of them ma... joce dun lyk him den he still dun wanna let go... den joce is lyk getting so irritated...(think so) haha... wadeva... joce dun lyk him jiu shi le... ya... den he seems very ke lian oso... ya... actually i oso duno y i did dat lor... its not my problem at all ma... ya lor... y i care so much... so busybody sia... haiyo... but but... aiya... i dun butt in den feel very uneasy jiu dui le la... lol... feell so kpo... ya lor... i cant even settle my own feelings den go meddle wif others... haiyo... de mess will get greater lor... ya... jiu shi zhe yang ba..
weng is lyk so mad lor... after say try to give joce up den... aiya.. dun say le la... it is nv n will nv be true... i dun believe he can even give joce up la.. still say haf dat feeling.. haiyo so lame... how can de feeling come juz lyk dat la... lame la... mayb i shouldnt haf even tok to him la... haiyo... anw IT WILL NV BE TRUE! he juz say say oni lor...
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9:51 AM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
hais... im so dissapointedwif my results... B4 for english la.. can u believe it??? o my gawd lor... hais... den geog oso... hais...geog still can accept la..hais...den den den... i duno y when school finish i suddenly cry in class...lol...lyk a mdawoman..den hui min n xin min were lyk stunned to c me cry i think..haha...lol... den actually i cry awhile den stop le... lol..den at concourse i oso duno y... i cry again...wa...think i looked stupid la... lol..feel so pai seh..haha..summor i go sit on de floor to cry lor.. so aa.. lol... i cry cry awhile le den xin min go say some lame things..make me laugh den i dun cry le...lol.. xin min's lamery saved me..haha...lol... but i really duno wad happen to me la... suddenyl cry it all out...am i mad????? omg!! renice is mad!! haha...so lame... ya...liddat lor... actually im seriously not satisfied wif my grades lor.. oni 1 a1 leh.. den 2 b4 lor... de rest all a2...wlau... din really expect such bad results la... lol..dis sounds lyk my reflection!!!! haha... k la..shall stop here...
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9:16 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
lollies!!! im bak again man!! haha lyk wadeva... lol...today was a okok day... we were lyk slacking for de whole day... so sian...wish exams werent over so soon...omggg..im so saddistic... but its true mah... after exam so sian de..evryone make so much noise..den wan sleep oso cant .. haha... jkjk.. i so guai de..whre will sleep in class... haiyo... lol..wadeva... dis year de june hols will b de scariest one throughout my whole damed life!!! got june camp la... so scary... lalala... but scared wad lor... oso wun die de... juz pump few times... get scolded few times... get frightened a few times
(yea right.. as if i can endure these few times... xD) lala... but it wud be over soon la... den can go out wif si n co. but duno whre to go le... lol... same old places..bowling den movie den neo... hais...nvm la... we go out actually juz to c each other n catch up lo..oso not really go play de... lollies.. duno wadda heck im toking abt sia... anw...dis yr is gna b a longgggggg n slowwwwwwww n lameeeee year...judging by the progress of our 1e class outing n class comm bitches... hurhur...no offence xinmin...but i really cant stand our class commm!!! ya.. liddat lor... dunn wan say le... de more i say de more i feel dat they r so bitch!!! go talk to my ka chng!!!! buai!! muackies!!!
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8:54 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
sian...im blogging secretly in school...sian..tong tong is lyk walking around... so scared..haha... hey maths is lyk so lame la...i dun understand a shit..haha..i dun care la...
5 mins later..
haha mr tongie let us play the com.. OFFICALLY.. lolls..sian lo..ltr haf to go for french le... den kailynn say nex thur they going bak to cz to visit cher..budden i haf french..haiyo...sian... dun feel lyk saying anymore... gona explore de net..muahaha..lol..
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1:32 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
BOO! exam finally finish le!!! haha! not sure if i did my best anort la...but at least i tried to do my best...loll...anw haf confidence in eng, h.chi, maths n ermm dun think any other subjs ba...geog is lyk crap... dun understand alort of things.. den sci is lyk some noe but duno how 2 explain la...hais..lyk wadeva...its alrdy over rite... time to chill aye?haha... time to worry about june camp... about out 1st assesment...about the FIRST AID TEST...its lyk on 27 may?? juz a day b4 my burfday la... sian lo...wadeva...now mus study 4 first aid test...sian... duno if i made a rite choice to stay in st john's...its a scary cca...lyk wadeva...i haf decided to stay in stjohn's 4 de nex 4 years!! weets!!
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12:12 PM
