Tuesday, May 30, 2006
sian... holidays r juz so sian... evryday haf hp training... ya... dats de only activity i haf throughout de hols... excluding home nursing course, june camp, assesment, camp performance rehearsal n i think shud b nth else le ba... my whole holiday life revolves ard jab, jab, n jab... sian...
i did a really foolish thing de day b4... ya... i go scold him.. yupps... ya... den i felt lyk a barbarian.. ya... oso very absurd... after 6 mnths le den scold him... so lame la... ya... den ytd rite... i oso did i verh stup thing... i go talk to weng... lol... den den... we startedcrapping lor... den duno wad happened la... den he started talking abt joce...... AGAIN..... walau.... really fed up le la.... den he tok abt wad love crap... ya.. den he say wad i rebuke wad... hurhur.... in de end he finally had the THOUGHT of GIVING JOCE UP!!! omg... joce is gonna thank me lyk siao... lol... actually i helping both of them ma... joce dun lyk him den he still dun wanna let go... den joce is lyk getting so irritated...(think so) haha... wadeva... joce dun lyk him jiu shi le... ya... den he seems very ke lian oso... ya... actually i oso duno y i did dat lor... its not my problem at all ma... ya lor... y i care so much... so busybody sia... haiyo... but but... aiya... i dun butt in den feel very uneasy jiu dui le la... lol... feell so kpo... ya lor... i cant even settle my own feelings den go meddle wif others... haiyo... de mess will get greater lor... ya... jiu shi zhe yang ba..
weng is lyk so mad lor... after say try to give joce up den... aiya.. dun say le la... it is nv n will nv be true... i dun believe he can even give joce up la.. still say haf dat feeling.. haiyo so lame... how can de feeling come juz lyk dat la... lame la... mayb i shouldnt haf even tok to him la... haiyo... anw IT WILL NV BE TRUE! he juz say say oni lor...
& our love goes round and round;
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