Monday, July 31, 2006
helloooooooo ppl...niceeee niceee day today...went to rach de house early in de morning..den play uno den go swimming....den we showered tgt!!! lol...im so bian tai...haha...BUT...we got wear things la...got wear swimming costume...lol...we were
literally showering... but
practically,we were playing wif water n wetting rachel's parents toilet...hees...so sorry mr n mrs yeo...we extend our utmost apologies... XD we played for a long long time...so fun to scream n splash each other in de loo...haha...rach looked so
sexy....whooooo....nan guai b***n hui xi huan wor...lol...=X den after dat went down to eat lunch...i ate 3 plates of fried rice i think...gosh...was so hungry la...swim n scream n duno what other crap stuff we did la...ya...decided to go century square to take neo...yup...century square de print club is so much better den pretty in tokyo la...at least there got no time limit de...can draw all we want...aww...no wonder our neo so chio la...hee...i love today de neo most la...so colourful....den all so happy happy lyk dat...den dun haf someone come kachiao...lol...=XXX after neo den rach n joel need go home le...so we oso went home too... so sad...hais...here i m blogging...about such a nice day...lol...lame...so sad yet so nice...wad is this mianzxzxz.....
and and...i haf decided to pierce my 2nd earhole soon!!! not gonna pierce on both ears ba...maybe either on de left or right ba...yupps...n im gonna pierce 1 on my belly nex time when i grow up...and and i shall oso get a tattoo on my hip...den when wear hipster so chio!!!awwww...so nice....((:
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4:18 PM
Sunday, July 30, 2006
hmph.i hate u for not replying my sms.u always do dat la.its so irritating lor.especially when i really really wan u to reply...n when i really realy wanna noe ur reply...and cant u trust me abit more?i din even
think that u will be lyk
hsr la...hsr would be far worse lor...i DUN treat u lyk hsr okay...you r yourself...hsr doesnt matter anymore la....TRUST ME OKAY...and can u dun make assumptions?u wan den ask la...u assume den its not true den we quarrel...so stupid la...hmph...so pissed ><
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6:14 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
blabbers.so bored today.school end so late today.den in amanda house now.blehs.bored.ya.handphone so long still so quiet.hmphs.lol.im so motivated by amanda.she so hardworking.copying notes when i slacking in front of her com screen xD lol...BORED.blehs.bye bye.
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4:34 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
((x so long din post le...mood swing...so dun feel lyk posting...these few days were ok la...still as boring...still as stressful...but den suicidal thoughts came back again...=X bleh...stress+moody+worries=suicidal...jiu shi zhe yang le...blabbers....
saturday-
ahs 50th foubders day.boring.lyk hell.din get to watch de performances la.make us sit in de canteen so long.duno come so early for wad lor.hmph.den after dat went to east point for lunch.saw anson n vivien...lol...they were sitting near de entrance...den when saw us they lyk so paiseh liddat...haha...after dat i wanted to go peep at them...but peiyun they all stop me lor...wads wrong wif peeping at them sia...i dun see anything wrong...lol...anyway...when we eating i go question de 2 pros abt pahtuo-ing... x)) haha...they r considered as pros ba...more den 1 lehs...lol...dun wan mention hu la...muz maintain their privacy ma...haha...but i found out alot of things....ya...lyk fist dates r usually awkward...n when a boy come hold ur hand u shouldnt do anything(guess so ba...coz both of them oso din do anything...)...n its always de gal hu initiates a break...n n n....hugs r common...n ermm...still got wad nerrhhh......oyassss....actually theres nth else le...haha...next time muz ask mroe questions...gain more experience...for next time ma...haha....
sunday-
went shopping...bought a tube...duno wad colour is it called la...but quite close to skin colour...peachy peachy de...ya...den after dat come home...oink awhile...den wake up den sms sms...den sleep...
today-
high level of suicidal.ya...FRENCH sux...den in de middle of lesson my batt flat...ughhh!so boring lor...riting about crap stuffs for de rest of de lesson after my only means of communication broke down...yup...den reach home...shower den blog...haven revise for SPA yet!! lala...whatever...revise oso wun do well de...bleh...wadeva...tmr n wed so free....wed duno haf training anot...evrytime train lyk shyt....so sian...rather learn first aid lor...drill evrytime samula...blabbers...lalalala....
okay..im gg to sleep alrdy...nitey...<333
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9:38 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
my gosh...mood swing...seriously...no.1 alert!!stressed out too much le...feel lyk breaking down le...wish i could haf a good cry...but no tears wan come out sia...)): dun feel good today...not really bu shuang...but oso not really happy...feel down...yea...dats de correct word...bleh...wheres de shoulder when i need it??)): studies stress me out...jabjab drives me crazy...us makes me frustrated...but...i dun regret choosing these 3 things...although they might be stressful,frustrating n driving me crazy, i love my decisions...((: although i experience tough times, but there r good times...n i mean quite alot....lyk when i gt back good result,lyk when we r happy together, lyk when our squad is united.ya...n lots n lots more...xDDD
my ap is getting more n more serious...i noe dat la...but really cant help it lor...i will ap when i feel lyk...esp to ppl i really dun lyk...im gonna change!!ap-ing is very bad u noe...i wan many many frens!!((: i promise i will TRY to sontrol my ap-ness...but no promises okay ppl...hope i wun NATO...lol...
and and i lost 1.5kg alrdy!! wad a big achievment eh??lol...shall carry on till i reach 39 again...=PPP another 1.5 to go!oh my!!this is gonna be my first achievement of de year!! lol...im so lag...alrdy more den half a year still haven reach my first achievement...bleh...wadeva...better late den never aye?lol...
kay...gonna start learning my ci yu for tmr de chi test...i finished reading through de cheng yu alrdy!!so efficient eh?its 9.50 now...=X
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9:02 PM
stupid day...so unhappening...it was supposed to be a goody good day...but in de end it wasnt...spent half de day in ting wei's hse...taking zilian-ed pics n other crap.blab blab blab.came home at 4++...i walked all de way home...again...as usual la...reach home den oinked until 7++...den now revising for chi tmr...bleh...im revising now....yea right...my oh my...im getting so lazy...nonono...no more being lazy!start bucking up mans...few more weeks den end yr le...my handphone lies at de finishing line...so near...but yet so far...aww!!! actually i suddenly realise smth...i go to de hello! shop to look at my handphone evrytime im in tm...lol...im crazy about dat phone la...from de moment de salesmen pulled dat phone out of his pocket...love at first sight la!!!samsung-e870...my oh my...duno y i love it so much...hheee..wadeva...
i duno wad to say about us la...too far to say anything...bleh...
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8:27 PM
lalas...im at ting wei's house now...so bored...lol...playing wif her computer de mike...so fun sia...nv played before...lol...so out seh...
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2:59 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
lol...finally change my skin le...spend so much time on it la...rearranging de links...typing out de profile n all...but quite fun la...heehee...actually got some cute de skin...but need edit alot...so dun wan le...LAZY...((: monday coming le...juz 1 more day!!!my god...im scared....our first time....wad if it flops leh?my gosh...but think its gonna be fun ba...but scarly it become so awkwardly quiet btw us...hais wadeva...juz uploaded some neos...some daam lao le...but anything...
damm pissed today.de neo.de extra-ness.everything u do.bleh.wadeva.shall not anger myself coz of u.so can kui.ytd they all so xin ku den i slack at home.hais.sry.
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10:44 PM
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10:30 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
my gawd! tmr is ncomp le... will be gg to dat guang yang pri sch to watch...so excited!! lol...dat time see them compete in zcomp lyk so pro liddat...see le dam shuang...haha...wish i could be lyk them...hee...think we should be able to see de prize giving oso ba...if de chers dun allow i smack them to kallang ah...lol...
smth amazing...u dreamt of meeee....my god....de feeling was great la...i somehow went soft when u told me dat...my goddddd!!u dreamt of meeeeeeeee! lalalalalala...<33333
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7:58 PM
Friday, July 07, 2006
ahem....when ard reading blogs...passed by some one de...u misunderstood me...de person i wanted to forgive wasnt u...((: so sorry...but anw...wadeva..
school ended early today...n i mean VERY EARLY...at 12...ya...considered dam early le lor...stayed in school for awhile...to discuss presents for de competitors...wasnt really paying attention la...crapping wif shiyuan...den in de end we left...ya...met joce on de train!!so qiao...but actually knew dat we would meet la...coz when we walking to mrt station joce said she was in paya lebar...which is lyk quite a few stops away ba...den wun be very fast de ma...so in de end she spotted us before i spotted her...lol...i look at wrong place...i was looking at de grp of tkgas ppl...i tot she was one of dem but no la...she was wif sharon...haha sharon look so studious...so guai!!lol...joce become thinner le...n oso blacker...n more les...sad case...i fgt wad we did in tm le...but i rmb we went to de hokkaido food fair!!my god...de food so atrractive la...but so ex...a bowl of la mian is $8 lor...summore is norm size...i go foodcourt eat ban mian better lor...lol...but its so so nice smell la...den after dat decided to eat sushi from ntuc...i feel dat i become cheapo le...from wad joce says..."y do u always look out for student meals?" duh...of coz eat student meals la...dats de oni priviledge of a poorpoor student ok...conclusion...im not actually a cheapo...i noe how to grab my chances...hee...after buying de sushi we walk to east link to eat....on de way eat our sushi...joce has a BIG mouth...she can stuff 1 sushi into her mouth la...bigbigfatfat mouth....i tried bt couldnt...to joce:how can u say i bluff bluff cnnt put de whole thing in la...im so innocent lor...y would i bluff u??u r my girlfriend ok...haha...ok...den at first we ate dessert in eastlink...joce ate red ruby while i ate tadpole soursop or smth liddat...de red ruby was disgusting...according to joce...n de tadpole thingy was quite nice ba...de tadpoles looked lyk SPERMS!!...lol...soursop sour meh?its juz de name la...joce eat until lyk so xin ku liddat...BE A GAL...JUZ DO IT...lol...den eat halfway joce say wan buy laksa...she ask me share wif her...i sday dun wan but she pester me lyk hell...so i payed $1 for a bowl of $3 laksa...but ended up eating more den my $1 share...lol...den after eating went back to tm...wanted to go de open plaze dere but joce dun wan...she say so kid...NO IT ISNT LA...ITS FUNFUNFUN...lol...ended up in isetan...at de neinei section...ask joce to show me wads a sports bra...coz i duno...den se brought me to adidas de shop...in de end found ourt dat i actuall noe wads a sports bra...but juz duno de name oni...lol...den after dat went to buy lollipop...de bigbig kinds...$2.50 leh....i ask joce to buy oso den she ask me buy for her... lyk %^&*#$#$...haha...in de end she payed me $1.35...lol all her small small coins...eeks...so cheapo...lol...walk walk awhile more den go home...den sleep den wake up den eat maggie mee den watch tv den now im blogging...so sian...
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8:41 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
Girl: do ii ever cross your mind??Boy: noGirl: do you like me??Boy: not really..Girl: do you want me?Boy: noGirl: would you cry if I left?Boy: noGirl: would you live for me?Boy: noGirl: would you do anything for me?Boy: no wayGirl: what would you choose: your life..or me?Boy: my lifeThe girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.
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3:45 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
I DAMN PISSED.tvtv.dats all u care about la.hurmph.stupididiotmoronbarbarianretard.lyk i will ever believe u again.u wud rather tok to me.i wud b a 3 yr old kiddo to believe u.wadeva.i bet u r watching tv now.
okay.ytd was DISGUSTING.they fore n aft-ed(thnk its dat ba) me.for duno wad reason.oyass.de sec 3s.they shouted wad kangning shyt.den de squad hear le jiu come n try pull me there.but i din budge so they lifted me up.in de process my shirt was lyk moving higher n higher.yup.can see my belly le la!wad de.anw i screamed lyk mad.ya.i struggled lyk hell too.i was rolling ard on dat grass patch.running ard lyk a wild pig.they were trying to catch me la.a normal n sane person in de right mind wud run rite.lol.it was a ke lian sight.me being sabo-ed.no one saved me.peiyun n shiyuan went back on their words!!they said dat they will protect me de!but in de end still played a part in fore n aft-ing me.bleh.wad is dis sia.)): okay.apart from these baddy bad parts it was quite fun.we pai-ed lots of zi lian pics.quite chiio seh!but i think most of de time always de san da mei nu in front lor.hee.pai seh pai seh. :P our squad seems to only consist of nursings only.whre did all our guys go la.hais.pathetic sia.okay.im stuck.duno wad to blog about. :-* lame.
goals to achieve by tmr morning(3 july,0500hrs.)
-at least 50% of exp in maple.
-not fall aslp tonight(yea!!)
-stop being pissed wif u(coz u alrdy apologised.)
umm.nth else.muack.<33 u ppl.
I M A DARLING. <333
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10:30 PM
