Monday, July 24, 2006
((x so long din post le...mood swing...so dun feel lyk posting...these few days were ok la...still as boring...still as stressful...but den suicidal thoughts came back again...=X bleh...stress+moody+worries=suicidal...jiu shi zhe yang le...blabbers....
saturday-
ahs 50th foubders day.boring.lyk hell.din get to watch de performances la.make us sit in de canteen so long.duno come so early for wad lor.hmph.den after dat went to east point for lunch.saw anson n vivien...lol...they were sitting near de entrance...den when saw us they lyk so paiseh liddat...haha...after dat i wanted to go peep at them...but peiyun they all stop me lor...wads wrong wif peeping at them sia...i dun see anything wrong...lol...anyway...when we eating i go question de 2 pros abt pahtuo-ing... x)) haha...they r considered as pros ba...more den 1 lehs...lol...dun wan mention hu la...muz maintain their privacy ma...haha...but i found out alot of things....ya...lyk fist dates r usually awkward...n when a boy come hold ur hand u shouldnt do anything(guess so ba...coz both of them oso din do anything...)...n its always de gal hu initiates a break...n n n....hugs r common...n ermm...still got wad nerrhhh......oyassss....actually theres nth else le...haha...next time muz ask mroe questions...gain more experience...for next time ma...haha....
sunday-
went shopping...bought a tube...duno wad colour is it called la...but quite close to skin colour...peachy peachy de...ya...den after dat come home...oink awhile...den wake up den sms sms...den sleep...
today-
high level of suicidal.ya...FRENCH sux...den in de middle of lesson my batt flat...ughhh!so boring lor...riting about crap stuffs for de rest of de lesson after my only means of communication broke down...yup...den reach home...shower den blog...haven revise for SPA yet!! lala...whatever...revise oso wun do well de...bleh...wadeva...tmr n wed so free....wed duno haf training anot...evrytime train lyk shyt....so sian...rather learn first aid lor...drill evrytime samula...blabbers...lalalala....
okay..im gg to sleep alrdy...nitey...<333
& our love goes round and round;
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