Friday, September 22, 2006
Girl: I'm always here for you.Boy: I know.Girl: What's wrong?Boy: I like her so much.Girl: Talk to her.Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.Boy: I just want her to knowhow I feel.Girl: Then tell her.Boy: She won't like me.Girl: How do you know that?Boy: I can just tell.Girl: Well just tell her.Boy: What should I say?Girl: Tell her how much you like her.Boy: I tell her that daily.Girl: what do you mean?Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.Boy: Wait. Who do you like?Girl: Oh some boy.Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.Girl: She does.Boy: How do you know.Girl: Because, who wouldn'tlike you.Boy: You.Girl: You're wrong, I love you.Boy: I love you too.Girl: So are you going to talk to her?Boy: I just did.LOL...merry-go-round love......similar to my favourite essay in de feiying bookie...QUE XI DE XING FU.....haha...i think the gal is abit slow la...this conversation seems abit wierd...THE LOVE OF 2 RETARDS? LOL...no offence... XDim feeling wierd today...dunno y oso...bleghs...had to fall-in after schl tdy...so obvious wad we were gna get la...but i feel dat it was wrong on our part too ba...we shouldn haf made so much noise in hq...yea...i noe i haf no right to say this la..but its wad i feel only...no offence... XD pumping position in parade square at 1.40pm(?) wasnt really wad i expected la...ground was very hot... yups...but i think we deserved it ba...maybe not all but at least some??r we a good or lan batch neh?i oso dunno lor...i dun think im in de position to comment ba...haixish...we should buck up...PROVE TO DE PPL WE CAN DO IT!!yea baby!LOL...
& our love goes round and round;
8:32 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
haixish...KOTO was a total flop la...i counted le...de most only get 30...not even 80% la...sure die de... >< but nvmla...i think most of us wun do well...haha...but i did revise la!!!i woke up at 6am dis morning to rvise lor...haixish...but they come out funney funney question...wad chairman wad proficiency badge...haix...sure diediedie de...shall revise harder for de retest!!!!gambatehhhhhhhhhh!!!
& our love goes round and round;
8:23 PM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
LOL...just realised dat i din post for one whole week... timepasses so fast aye...wahaha...tmr last cca before EOYs...so sad wor...haha... XD a great achievement today: finished doing my uni and boots before 0700hrs...heehee...usually start doing at 0700hrs den today finish at 0700hrs...wahaha...GREAT big achievement aye... XD haha...LAME.... anyway...gt back my chem test results...did quite well...21.5/25...a1!!!!haha...my first a1 for sci in lyk thousands of yrs... XD lala...i would lyk to thank me, myself and me alone for working so hard for this test...haha...i would oso lyk to thank that funny funny hand of urs which made me rmb the content of de notes...heehee love ya... lol...chem is actually not really very difficult la...juz nid to understand de concepts...den evrything wll come naturally i guess??wahaha...ok...i think i shall go start revising for KOTO...yea...im gonna die la...haven even started reading yet... >< howhow?? nvm...better late de never...i will NOT allow myself to fail this KNOWLEDGE OF THE ST JOHNS ORDER!!! never ever...i will kill myself if i fail la... 3options: slashing, inhaling or jumping...hmms...slashing is gross...imagine ur blood dripping.......and imagine u need to DRIP out 1.5litres of blood before u die...aww....nono...not gonna die lyk dat...inhaling ain't a good choice either...u haf to lyk breathe in smelly gas before u die...so cruel...cant even enjoy a PEACEFUL death...haha...i guess jumping is de best la...no time to regret...dead right at de point when u hit ground...yea...maybe i shall die lyk dat next time...when im all depressed and stressed up...and when de world seems lyk a stranger...when no one cares about me...when no one loves me...when everyone breaks their own promise...yeaps...dats when i shall jmp...hmm...wad a good plan aye...wahaha...
& our love goes round and round;
8:19 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
haven been posting for a few days aye?yea...not in de mood to blog...haha...too lazy... =X lol...almost finished all my hol hw...left sci and chi...first time so guai...haha...anyway...tmr gg out with alv and de tohers...yayness!!gg cineleisure fro movie and shopping...take neos too!!!definitely muz la...de neo dere is great... XD and we r wtaching devil wears prada...blehs...wanted forbidden de la...haixish...but de boys dunwan...so nvm lor...dun think i will haf monaye to shop sia...howhow?haha...lol...at least i duneed to pay for de movie tickets... :)) but i really still carn get over dat freaking shock dat he will pay for me lorrrrrr...LOL...he liang xin fa xian le...accordiing to sy and amanda... ^^ scared tmr will be disastrous sia...at first tot loong not gg de lor...den can save unnessecary trouble...but in de end he still gg...haixish...de worlds top no 1 disaster...even worse den de tsunami...ITS A CALAMITY!!!ahhhhhhhhhh!!1run for ur livessssssssssssssss....lol...im drama...haha...anyway...i dun feel lyk posting le...
BYEBYE!!! XD
& our love goes round and round;
12:19 AM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
blehs...extremely bored...EXTREMELY BORED....tired of that iple of stupid hw la...blehs...wad kind of holiday is dis manzzz... ><>< lol...im gg to joce house on monday!!! haha...again...but i dun think i will be swiming ba... so sad aye... haixish...i seriously should try to tan abit la... at least a bit lor... and i feel lyk piercing my 2nd earhole...hee...ask my mummy for monaye...haha...my holiday is lyk almost full...i think...hw and revision and jab and gg out...no time to rest...and sleep...sadsad....anyways....joce u r getting despo le...hahahaha..hu was de 1 hu said she din really care ar?den hu was de 1 hu asked for de conversation ar??haha... =P and...aother lame thing too..joce u r with weng...LOL...dats according to ting wei..not me okayss...and hes not weng...hes wengzer... :) ahaha...LAME.... hmm...i run out of things to type... :((( i dun wanna sleep so early!! i bet u r sleeping lyk a dead pig now la...hmphs...no surprise la...everytime oso liddat de...say wan tok but end up sleeping...toot toot...haixish...i realised dat imagination is fun...i love to imagine stuff...haha...wastes my time very efficiently...haha...and i think i cant grow anymore...howhowhow!!!! :( i think i only grew 1cm since i was p6 la...diediedie...im gonna be a shortie... i dun wanna be a shortie!!! :((
okay...how i wan a guy to propose to me.... :)
actually i oso dunno eh...haha...
okok...first de guy will come and fetch me from my house lyk any other normal date...den he will bring me to a river with many trees ard...de place muz be can see de moon very clearly de...den oso haf alot of starrs ard...den rite...i will close my eyes as he bring me towards de river...when i open my eyes i will see many many star and moon shaped candles floating on de river...de no of stars and moon candles muz represent de no of days we haf been tgt...(lame rite...haha) den when im lyk so touched and wanna cry alrdy, he will take out de preciousprecious ring and propose to me....aww...so sweet rite...liddat i sure say yes de lor...den den after i agree den all de trees will start lighting up lyk christmas trees...and dere will be de words wo ai ni and i love u...
haha...so old fashion eh...but i really cant think of a better 1..lol...lame la...
and my next birthday wish....
i wan a seriously meaningful birthday present...something lyk a modified version of my little wooden house!!!!!yea...hmmm...maybe smth lyk a...ermmssss....actually i oso dunno...haha...of coz de guy muz think himself la...muz be sincere manzzz...haha...on top of dat he muz dedicate a song to me through de radio...plus a really toucing message... :)
dream guy!!!
ermms...this post getting lame aye?haha...whatever...hu cares...
1.muz be good la...
2.cannot EVER get angry with me...only i can get angry...haha
3.MUST rmb all de impt dates lyk when we start dating...100th day...how long we date...how mny times we go out..and evrything...
4.must noe how to an wei me when im sad...
5.noe how to counsel me...coz im usually suicidal??
6.accept my friends...dun mind hanging out with them...even though its ourdate...
7.noe my every single need...i hate ppl hu dun give a dam la...
8.be there for me whenevr i need him...
9.never ever be lyk HSR...freaking asshole... =X
10.dun give promises dat he cant fulfil...
11.never ever break promises...
lol..i think dats all ba...haha...scarly scare all de guys away...lol...hu cares...i dun nid a guy to survive...I CAN SURVIVE ON MY OWN!!!
& our love goes round and round;
11:34 PM
aiyo eh...holiday start le...im so not looking forward to it la...so much hw...den so many things to do...den i still need to study!!! >< sj2 =" Hl7"><
HAIXISH...i miss my old carefree life sia...not bounded to anyone...duneed to care abt wad others say or think...haixish...maybe it was a wrong decision all along aye?wad should i do manzzzz.... :( stupid stupid me......anyway...some improvements le la...at least no more awkward silences...haha...lame la...this oso considere as improvment....i muz be a really pathetic loser... >< haixish....maybe joce is right la....it was a mistake all along? right from the very beginning....1st june 2006, 2.54pm...it could be normal...just lyk every other minute...but i willfully chose to make it the moment i regret most now la...blehs...y did i say yes laaaaaa.... ughh...ok la...i noe im being lyk very selfish and unfair to you...but its not lyk i wan to rite...i really duno wad to do mianzzz....can u teach me??? and i duno if i should believe wad u say la.... im more impt but u rmb how long u noe n lyk jh but dun rmb 8sept....asshole...de jh one is lyk thousands of days and u can count and rmb it....but u cant figure out 8sept...wad so difficult abt counting and remembering 100 pathetic days la...retarded moron...haixish...somehow feel dat im very childish la...rmb such stupid things...lyk i haf nth better to do liddat lor...blehs...y should i care if u dun la...i swear im gonna kick ur ass next time i see u if u dun figure out wad 8sept means....i really will kick ur freaking ass okay...all the way to bukit timah...and it shall land on the top of bukit timah hill and become the butt of all jokes...LOL....im lame aye? but i dun care.... XD
i really need to buck up in my studies la...my result slip is lyk only fit to be toilet paper? mostly all Bs...only one pathetic a1 and one a2 only la...blehs...i think i got more b4s den b3s la...din really bother to look at it...looking at it wun chnge de whole situation will it? its time to face reality...secondary school life ain't as easy as wad we experience in cz...its far more torturous...and difficult...maybe my 253 was purely tyco la...i din study...i was playing maple...how could i achieve so muh in that state?i really dunno mianzz..maybe i can do it..if i put in more efforts in studying...and stop comcentrating so much on this and that and this and that....juz let this and that and this and that take its natural course la....wads meant to be will be....no point getting it by force right?if fate is absent then we wun realise each others presence even when we are sitting next to each other...understand?lol...PATHETIC....i guess im de most pathetic gal in de whole world who will never ever succeed in anything...be it this or that or this or that....and i will remain an 80 yr old retarded virgin...and if i ever become a teacher, i will be an 80 yr old menopaused witch dat all my students will hate...a teacher whom they will curse and swear at...and spit saliva on me whenever my back i sfacing them.....scary eh?i think so too....
so who isit now?you or you...i guess its you...cant bluff myself la...its not you...its you....but im alrdy your past...so maybe i should just stick to you now?and become ur future??nah...impossible...you will eventually become lyk you...and you will hurt me...and another you will come by and start promising all those stuff...dat you wun hurt me lyk the others...and all those crap stuff? blehs...and in de end...my life will be filled with yous and promises and broken promises...and if u dig out my heart, u would see all those plasters and scars and wounds and all...those plasters almost bursting...blood yearning to be let out...pain yelling to be heard....and that big sharp knife right in the middle of my heart which nth can replace...blood flows endlessly out of it...nth can stop it...not even the plasters or stitches...it juz wun heal...yeaps...and me...drained of blood...and deaf from the endless shout of the pain.....
yea...so there u are...a descriptive and imaginative and exaggerated essay...haha...i give it 11/10!!! ahahaha.....
& our love goes round and round;
1:05 AM
